Must be my worst week ever and it was supposed to be my spring break <.< oh well *sighs* I feel that I need to get this out of my chest or else I'll bust up crying for 2 hours again <.<
You know that weird feeling, the feeling of failing your friends without any reason? well I feel that I'm losing a close friend of mine (without me talking to her or anything like that) is just that... I dunno...
I really really would like to be of some help sometimes when someone very dear to me is sad or in emotional pain, I just feel so helpless not being able to help, so much it makes me cringe. I get this kind of thoughts sometimes and are very irritating since at nights is all I think of and sometimes I wake up crying since where I can cry all I want is in my dreams without anyone telling me to get over it. Crying makes me feel good, relieves me from all that tension, sadness and pressure on me. heh silly me eh?
lol, well I got that out of my chest and I feel much better
thank god for online journals :P
currently hearing: Believe by Nami Tamaki
Posted by yuriko at 11:20 AM
Birthday: May 29
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